Fat and Proud

Well not really proud to be overweight but it really gets to me when people bash other people that are overweight. It just makes me want to wish them fat! I know that is not a nice thing when I hate being this way by self but some people really have nerve. After I have this baby my OB has already said that he wants to do some testing to see if I have PSOC and do a blood sugar testing to see if I am borderline diabetic. He has there is a med that can help with my weight loss. I have to live a healthy life for my kids so that they have a good example. I have tried weight watchers many times and had just signed up for a site that was free but works for a lot of people and then I found out I was pregnant and I have not signed on to the site since. but I have managed to lose 5 lbs and I am still at 5lbs less than when I found out I was pregnant and tomorrow I will be 17 weeks. Wow I can not believe how the time is flying by! With DS it did not seem like it went by so fast. I kinda hope it slows down a bit. well I guess I'm going to sign off for the night and try and get to sleep. been sitting in bed for over an hour with the laptop out... I miss the hubs so much. Only 2 more wake ups!!!! =)